This is going to be my third post in three days. I felt so good last night being able to say no to myself, for once. Then today I managed to do something stupid, once again. Then….I did exactly what I thought I was finally going to be safe from. I really thought I would make it to 60 days this time. I am so angry at myself. It feels even worse to know that I am back at square one and there is no one to blame except me. Is this label going to stick forever?
I hate to crab like this but its nice to have a release.
Thanks for listening everyone.
Dont be angry at yourself there are more factors than you and injuring, so many more. Dont be sad that you had to release yourself of stress and dont feel like you just gave up. It takes time to stop and dont be afraid that you never will because eventually you will. You arent back to square one you are father than that by being on here talking to us. What label? And it doesnt matter, you should blame yourself. You are stronger tahn you can ever know for being able to talk with us because there are so many people who end up worse than we are because they couldnt control the world around them. You are in control and you have to see it as you are both helping and hurting your self. you are helping by fiding a solution to the problem but hurting by not looking at the problem completely. But if you need to talk to someone about all that has happened i am here and i can listen to anything you have to say because i have plenty of problems that i am trying to avoid lol but i am here my email address is jjmsgirl@gmail.com if you ever want to talk.