I have been doing si for 10 years, it’s gotten the worse over the past year cause I got divorced. I try to stop SI cause my family and friends that know about it really want me to. But then when I’m feeling awful and hating myself there’s no one there for me. My family is too busy and my friends are pretty much non existent, so why am I doing this for them when they don’t actually care about me anyway? At least it makes me feel better when they don’t. I feel like I have nobody.
hey jesamoon,,,
i just read your post..i know you don’t know me so my words may not mean anything but I wanted to write anyway. I am sorry to hear your troubles, u have a lot going on i’m sure esp. with a divorce.But know that u do have people that care. Strangers, friends in waiting, people u pass that smile at you in the street- there’s people out there that u never know how or when you’ll connect as friends, but I think we all have to be there for ourselves though and that seems to be the hardest thing in life sometimes. Stopping SI is for you, not anyone else because u deserve it. and u deserve to be happy. =) stay strong