I have been doing si for 10 years, it’s gotten the worse over the past year cause I got divorced. I try to stop SI cause my family and friends that know about it really want me to. But then when I’m feeling awful and hating myself there’s no one there for me. My family is too busy and my friends are pretty much non existent, so why am I doing this for them when they don’t actually care about me anyway? At least it makes me feel better when they don’t. I feel like I have nobody.