I made a post the other day about how I was thinking of Self Injuring again… well I did. I just felt so numb and emotionless.  I was just so stressed out. It seemed like everyone was against me. I know why I SI but I can’t stop. I don’t know why. Maybe I do need help… maybe I can’t do it on my own. But I hate asking for help. It makes me feel weak and like I’m not in control of my life.