Well last time i was on here i was talking about my self injury. Well since then i have been in a hospital. I was in there because of all this. It was one the the worst thing i have ever been through. They had me on CO, (constant Observation) I was watched all the time. They also had me on sharp object restriction. We were not allowed to use pencils or pens. We had to use markers. When i used a marker i had to be watched. They said that so i couldnt hurt myself. It was horriable!!!!!! I hope i never have to go back. I need people to talk to so if you want to talk to me and try to help me throught this my email address is pnutbutta12@yahoo.com. I would really appericate any responses because i can’t talk to my mom because she gets mad at me when i tlak about self injury with her.. But i wanna talk to people who know what its like and can realate.
Thank you for your post. It seems so alarming to be in such a constricted environment. And not to have any privacy. I too hope you never have to go back and that you have good outpatient support. It can get better. Take care.
I haven’t been here in like two months, and this is the first post I came across. Thank you for this. I’m glad you are doing okay after your hospital stay…the fact that you hated it, that should be your motivation to stop injuring. You are loved, and there is hope, always. I have a friend who I’ve been trying to talk out of injuring and trying to get her some help…just last night, she texted me saying that she was going to do it, she wants her happiness back, and that she wants to stop injuring. This gave me hope, and it shows that anyone can do it…they sometimes just need a wakeup call. Your visit to the CO, that was your wake up call. Keep going from here, it only gets better.
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