So, this is my first time being on one of these things. One of my good friends told me about it. If you ever meet me, you’d never guess that I abuse myself. The first time I ever experienced this was when I went through my first divorce. I injured myself in multiple ways.. I’m not proud of any of that, but I felt so completely broken. I ran out of alternatives. I told no one. So, I guess that didnt help my situation much.. I didnt open up about it till after it was all done. Sadly, Ive started again. i’m one who doesnt take stress well at all. My mother just got re-married and things were going great, but suddenly started going downhill.. I didnt think I would ever start again, but surprising things happen. I completely broke down one night and had no idea what to do or who to turn too. alot of you are probably thinking, well I dont understand why you did. Its a such thing called verbal abuse. Its not physical abuse, its emotional. It makes you feel worthless, like you’re not good enough. I was to the point where I wanted to injure more as I hurt more. I turned to my boyfriend, who understood more than I thought he would. I need help and I want to quit. I dont want to keep hurting myself like this..
Hi and the first step it to admit you have the problem and that is really good that you are talking to someone about it… Everyone is strong in their own way and you need to find what makes you strong… if you need to talk email me at jjmsgirl@gmail.com im always here for you.