I don’t SI a lot. I do it about every couple of months. Well I guess it is a lot since I’ve been doing it for about four or five years now. I try not to, and I succeed, but after like a month, something happens and I SI. Sometimes it’s little things that set me off, like someone confusing me with someone else. I know I shouldn’t but when I get upset or something I just really feel like I want to SI. I can’t help that I feel that want to it.