I’m been having a pretty bad week, I SI’ed a few times and I don’t think I wanna stop anymore. My tools are my ONLY friends as of this point and I have NO idea what to do anymore. I’m scared that I’ll do something REALLY bad… I really don’t wanna end up in a hospital again?. Has anyone ever had that feeling that you’re SOOO alone even when you’re surrounded by people? I have that feeling ALL the time and I can’t make it go away.