Hey
I’m been having a pretty bad week, I SI’ed a few times and I don’t think I wanna stop anymore. My tools are my ONLY friends as of this point and I have NO idea what to do anymore. I’m scared that I’ll do something REALLY bad… I really don’t wanna end up in a hospital again?. Has anyone ever had that feeling that you’re SOOO alone even when you’re surrounded by people? I have that feeling ALL the time and I can’t make it go away.
Caitlin
i feel that way.
right now i am at this internship thing and there are people everywhere and we are always doing things together and yet i feel as if i am invisible even while they are looking right at me. i think si intensifies this feeling since its just another secret to keep from people so they know even less of who you are. if you ever wanna talk just send me an email at matchinglaces@gmail.com