I’ve been SI’ing for years. Its gotten better, then worse, and so on. Recently Ive been more depressed than usual. I feel like Im going to lose control and end up doing something I know I dont want to do. I just cant take it anymore. Im so close to it all, its not even worth fighting for.
It is worth it because i was exactly where you are right now and still partly am… do NOT give up on your self and dont think you are weak for thinking things are really bad right now it does get better it may take time but dont let yourself down because you feel this way. this is a really touch topic for me since i’ve been thinking about suicide alot lately but i’m not going to give up and niether should you. there are people who love you and those people care and want you to be here and there is another reason why you are here and you have to find that yourself no one can show you how to get there just point you in the right direction. you are strong and dont let anyone tell you different…. not even your own voice.. if you want to talk i am here just email me at jjmsgirl@gmail.com