Hey, I haven’t injured in about 2 weeks and it’s the hardest thing I’ve EVER went through. Every little thing makes me wanna cry and I’m falling apart every second… it takes every ounce of me not to burst out in tears. Why is this happening? Why is it so hard NOT to SI? 🙁
Because it’s a coping strategy that means a lot to you. Bad or good, it’s there. Though I will say- the first two weeks are often the hardest. There are tough moments for a long time (if not forever) in which you’ll want to injure, but they do become easier to deal with and less frequent. Congrats on making it through two weeks- keep it up!
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Bad news… I SI’ed last night. 🙁 I’m not gonna lie, I don’t feel bad for doing it… I’m just saying I blew my 2 week mark. :'( Email me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com if you EVER need to talk. I also have a facebook, just look up my email to find me. 😀