(doppler effect)heart beat-slowing-down,breathing hard,voices from the past yelling…denied again!! This living every day gig was a sham from the start.Never a one to be anywhere by my side. Alive to redeem my own guilt and sorrow and suffering. It’s what seeths behind mine eyes that pushes this forth.Lo’ there before me-myself as i’ve ever been,awaiting again that stale breath of the same life.Feel nothing,this is my downfall,actions will replace emotion,nature consumes yet,another.