so this is the first time i have ever publically said i was a S.I. i have usually kept it to myself and been rather quiet about it. i have done this for about 7 years. i am now 18. it started when i was 11. and i haven’t stopped since. i stopped for a while but now everything is falling apart and the jmonster is back. the demon under my skin is back. and i figured maybe if i could talk to others who knew what i was going through it might help me. i’m hoping it will becuae if no i don’t know what to do.