so I haven’t been on here in a LONG time so I thought I’d update you on myself. I was doing better until august 3rd…. I injured that night. well I thought I was doing better…. key word THOUGHT. um As I’m writting this late at night september 24th 11:45 I injured AGAIN. it was to much for me…. the sexual harrassment has gotten much worse here recently the guy who harrasses me told me monday that he wasn’t through with me and he will do it again. I never knew exactly what it ment but I’m really scared for my safety I’ve only told two other people that he has said this to me I met those people on here. I’m trying to help them as well as they are trying to help me. they are the only true friends I have and I thank the Lord so much that he has put them here in my life. I feel alone silent cold just everything to that nature. um a band came to my school today I thought everything would be ok until they wanted to “talk” to us they told a story about how this girl came up to them and told them about her depression and how she had been injuring herself alot lately and how she didn’t know how much longer she would be here. that’s me. I’ve been so depressed and I cried and prayed and prayed and prayed for the Lord to hear me and forgive me and just help me fight my battles. after about 10 mins I felt like a weight had lifted off my shoulders…. it was unbelievable and amazing!! but the main point about me writting this is to update you and tell you that I am doing kind of worse and that I’m still getting harrassed more than ever and that I’m scared of what is to come. so if you could give me any advice it would be GREATLY appreciated!!

there’s hope somewhere just haven’t found it yet