One week today from the day I said “I’ll stop”. But I swear I’m freaking out without it. I can’t even look at myself without get lost for a while thinking on doing it again. There are some days when I see everything so clear and I can say that I won’t SI anymore, for sure. But also some days like today, when I really need it or I don’t know… miss it? It’s so weird to miss something like that. But I guess I miss the fact of being taken from my problems for a while…