I am so ashamed right now. I gave in and SIed. I had been clean for 3 months!!! But see, my mother hates me, no lie. She got angry with me because I was in her way, and she started abusing and yelling at me. I’m sick of her so I fought back ONCE, and she started to go crazy on me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel so lost. My sister saw my injuries today and she was very disappointed…she’s the only person I have in the world and I want to make her proud. She said if I SI ONE MORE TIME, she’ll send me through therapy. Then she said if that doesn’t work, she has a plan B, but she wouldn’t tell me what it was. Someone please help me. I want to make my sister proud…what do I do?!?!?