I’ve been self injury free for almost one week. Actually I haven’t been doing it for that long, only two weeks. My parents discovered me some days ago, and it has been so hard. I found myself crying because I feel like there are tow people inside me, but after thinking about it for a while it’s just me against me. One part knows that I should stop hurting me, but the other part really needs it. And also I can’t understand, why do I need it? Is not that I have been doing it for years, like other people do. Only a couple of weeks and now I’m feeling so lost without it…