Yesterday I gave in… I SIed yesterday….
Why am I so weak? How could I give in, again? What’s wrong with me?! How can I be so pathetic? How could I disappoint everyone like this? Why did I tell Sam?! Now he’s in a state of panic because he doesn’t want me to get as bad as I was and he’s worried that he’ll never see me again. Am I getting that bad again?
Why did I do it again?