So, its been too long since I last bloged. But, here I am back…but, of course that is how we are…when we are down, then we ask for help. But, I am getting the help that I need…spent 6 days in the psych ward…ugh, talk about a nice break from reality and a good regrouping time. However, back to the “real world” is a little much to take in all at once. It is still really hard focusing and paying attention to things and people. I am trying though. I am continuing to see my therapist every Saturday (no more Fridays) and Monday I start a 10 day acute partical program that is 6 hours a day. My work is wonderful…they are helping me with everything that I need help with and giving me the time that I need. So, that is a bonus. And the guy that I am seeing, is wonderful. I am in love with him, and this guy is in love with me. That always makes life a little bit easier when you have someone other than friends and family that loves you. I am not aloud to be alone…the depression is still there…they said about a full month before the medicine really benefits me…but if it works…I don’t mind waiting. This last time was bad…  I had a really hard time and wanted to give up.   However, I know this is the depression tlaking and I just need to hold on, I have a great life and wonderful people who love and care about me. Its just hard being accepting of the fact that I need to take medicine to control my depression. Depression really is a disease. Ugh. But, I’m back…glad to be on the blog again too!!!
Hope everything is well with everyone on here…
If you ever want to talk to anyone just send me an email….laura_jymes@yahoo.com.