Hi, This is really going to sound strange coming from me of all people. I haven’t Si for almost 2 weeks and believe me it hasn’t exactly been a joy ride. My psychiatrist told me if I hurt myself again she would either walk me to the hospital or call the police. She has said that once before and I also SIed(getting a way with it) after she
told me this for the first time. I don’t know if this sounds weird or sick, but I miss doing it and these days I look at myself and wonder why there hasn’t been any more marks. I’ve never gone pass 4 days and I’m starting to get that itch to do it again. I want and feel the need to do it, but I have no idea why I haven’t by now that is the weird part of this.