Several things have happened like a domino effect. And with that the self harm…more than usual. I feel so stuck in life right now. Like I’m rocking back and forth, back forth. The will to stop is just not there anymore. The OCD doesn’t make things any better. I’m going to therapy weekly and I’m starting to think maybe it’s too much to handle right now. Idk. Like it’s too much? Is there such thing? I don’t like this feeling.