I’m so frustrated! I hadn’t SI’d in a almost a year and than I did it and now the urges are so strong all the time. I just don’t know how much longer I can fight this. I mean I know ways I’ve learned to cope with them but I”m so tired of fighting this and with also being in treatment for an eating disorder I’m just tired and just don’t know if I can fight anymore. Is it worth the fight or will giving in really matter?