UGH!!!! So I wouldve been clean for 8 months the 15th if you’ve read my other blog you would know that already but like I was home alone and idk I injured again i’m stupid a failure everything I hate myself so much right now!!!! I can’t believe I gave into temptation I can’t tell anyone though because I know if I do and it gets back to my family everything will be taken away AGAIN and I won’t be able to talk to my boyfriend and my mom and step might make us break up…. Idk wat to do I’m sure they will find out sooner or later but I don’t want them to because il have to go through what I just did idk what to do!!!!!!!! I need advice!!!!