ive gone 5 or 6 days with si but each day it gets harder to fake the smile or show emotion. its actually phisicaly harder to smile but i dont feel anything well some times i feel relly mad for no reason or relly depressed but mainly nothing. and i think ppll r starting to notice idk wat to do anymore
have fun. that’s what you should do. go out with a friend and do something you guys love to do together or just go outside and climb a tree. let yourself laugh. lighten up. every laugh, every smile, they are all priceless. live life to the fullest. that’s what i’m trying to do and it seems to be helping, alot.