Last night was horrible. I got so upset and stressed out. I injured myself and almost ended up at the hospital. I was over at the girl who is like a sister to me house. She saw I had injured. I was so careless,I didn’t care what I was doing. If anyone has any advice my e-mail is godsaunt@yahoo.com, or leave a reply/comment thingy. Its sad I’m only 13 and this is happening still. This 3 years of addiction is showing me what I can end up doing to myself if I keep injuring like I did. Please Help Me.
I’ve been in your same exact sitaution. i know how hard it is to stop. it feels like there’s not a good enough reason to actually stop. i’m 14 and ive been doing this since i was 12. every day i try my hardest to stop though. recently i threw out all of my tools. that way if i ever did get the urge, i would have to get a tool in order to do it again. i’m hoping that if i ever get to the point of doing that again, i’ll at least have some time to think about what i’m doing. hopefully, i won’t do it. every time you get upset, call or text one of your friends. i know it’s hard to want to talk to anyone when youre on the edge of SIing, but you’ve gotta try. i know that it’s an addiction. recently i promised my boyfriend i would stop because i hate seeing him upset. talk to someone your really trust. like a best friend. i’m sure he/she will support you and help you. try and find things that make you happy. sometimes when i’ve got a lot on my mind, i’ll go on a run. it helps me forget the bad things. also, i’ll write. sometimes poems, sometimes just whatever is on my mind. it’s nice to be able to just get it out of my system without harming myself. i know you can stop. i’m always here if you ever need more advice or just someone to talk to. <3dillan