Recently i’ve thrown out all of my tools. i’m really hoping to stop SIing . i’ve hurt so many people that i love by doing this. i still have scars …. but i’ve been looking at them as something of my past. i don’t want to keep hurting myself… it’s just my way of dealing with pain. when i told my best friend about SIing…. he told me that pain is something that isn’t meant to be controlled. (and yes, my best friend is a guy.) and he’s right, pain isn’t meant to be contolled. but sometimes it just gets to be too much for me. i’m really hoping that this is the end of SIing for me. does anyone have any advice as to how to keep up this ‘good streak’ ??? please help.