hey. okay, so i recently had my second therapy appointment, and it went okay i guess. im still not sure how much i can really trust her, so i still havent told her Everything…………I dont think that therapy will be enough for me to stop SI… :/

im starting to lose the last little bit of hope i have left. im getting so tired of trying to stop SI. i just want this to end, but im at the point now that i dont even want to try anymore……… 🙁

can anyone relate? and how do i overcome this? how do i get better when im tired of trying?! i need some cheering up…

<3 katey