Where can I even start? I cause self harm to myself more than I should and the reasons I do it are usually stupid. But recently my family has been falling into pieces and I am always the one to have to make everyone happy. My family knows that I have caused self harm to myself but they dont know that I am doing it know. I have been to the mental hospital because I was not doing well but the hospital only helped becuase I was able to talk to people that understood how I felt becuase they were in somewhat of the same situation as me. Nothing seems to be helping me and I am afraid that I wont live past my senior year of highschool becuase I am scared to ask for help. I just don’t know what to do next……