I injured myself last night. Again… I need to stop, but for some reason I can’t. It pains my twin sister, who I’m VERY close to, and I don’t like seeing her sad…but I just don’t know what else to do!! And this morning my mother COMPLETELY lost it on me…she got angry and slapped me across the face two times. She was screaming her head off at me, literally right into my ear. Stuff like this goes on a lot, but it was worse this time, somehow. Probably because I’m still a little deaf in my left ear. It’s really difficult living with my mum and dad…they fight alllll the time, and almost all of their conversations end up in screams and cursing each other out. My sister and I, are sick of it. I need to stop injuring myself…please someone help me. I feel so alone…I only have my sister. I’m totally lost and confused….help if you can, please. -Roseanne
well you know you have to stop for your sister, as for your parents, the only thing i can think of is you and your sis can live with another relative like grandparents or an aunt or uncle or even a close family friend. this can put less strain on the two of you.
as for the SIing i suggest counseling or talking to a family member about ways to stop…
hey! I would love if you could email me at salli123rox@yahoo.com i would love to talk to you! I know what it feels like to feel all alone and i want to be here for you! Send me an email and id love to chat!!
in response to xxsafegrlxx, the most important person to stop for is yourself not for anyone else but for you. if you dont want to stop for yourself then its going to be a lot harder to stop for everyone else.
Hi. I can understand how you feel in some ways as i am a twin as well and when i was young my parents had horrible fights, and there was some abuse done to me. I know it is hard to find your way out of the hole that is SI especial with what is going on but i KNOW YOU CAN. Just trust yourself and if you need to lean on your twin. That’s what she is there for even if it can be hard sometimes. Atleast it is for me. One thing is certain though you will never ever be alone. You will always have her there and she will always be able to listen and understand how you feel. I wish you good luck on finding a route out of this dark forest and if you ever need someone to help you feel free to contact me at aelitamoon19@aol.com.
– Aelita 🙂