Well as you can guess from the title, this is my first blog.
I guess I will start talking about myself… I’m 17, a senior in high school. I used to self-injure for years, but I’ve been clean for almost a year thanks to my lovely boyfriend. For the last 3 months, I’ve been in danger of relapse ( SI-ing again ). That’s why I made an account for this site, to talk to others like me. I wish I would’ve found this site when I was still SI-ing, it would’ve made recovery a lot easier and faster to have an online support group. I’m very excited to get started and hoping that by venting in my blogs will make me less likely to SI agian. I don’t know who of if anyone will be reading my blogs but If you do please feel free to comment on any of them and let me know.
My first day of school is tomorrow!! I’m kind of happy but more sad than anything. School has been getting harder for me each year (not as in classes). There is so much drama that goes on at my school I would never be able to blog about it all. It’s crazy. And I’m having problems between friends and such. And today I log on to my messenger to find out that my boyfriend’s grandfather died on friday, the funeral was today at 2. I didn’t even know he passed until a mutual friend of his sisters and me told me at 5. My boyfriend didn’t tell me,so I couldn’t go to the services since i didn’t know. I called him at about 6 and he still didn’t tell me. I don’t know why he didn’t and still hasn’t but I’m sure he has his reasons. He’ll tell me when he’s ready I guess, I’m not going to push him to tell me I know he has to be in a lot of pain, they were very close.