I’ve been SI for awhile now. I have a support system but sometimes i feel like they are against me, or they don’t understand its just so frustrating. I go to therapy and all but all I want to do is SI. Lately my urges have been getting stronger, I fight it but when I do SI, it doesn’t satisfy me. My mom and therapist said i may need to go to a psych ward. I went to the hospital once,  that made me even more depressed. I feel lost and alone, i feel like my friends don’t want to hear about this anymore. The question is what should I do?