okay, so i stopped SI for three months. then stared again for a week now. made my boyfriend cry. passed out at marching band camp. starting my first year of high school on tuesday. and all i want to do is SI.
i use to have an ED problem. i feel discusting. ive been talking to my boy friend about it and he says im beautiful just the way i am, and not when i weigh less. that should make me feel better, right? so whats wrong with me?
i still hate my self and the way i look. and… i need help.
if you need help talk to someone who can get you help, such as a counselor or a parent or an adult that you trust.
the most important thing you can do is TALK. a therapist is good tool if you have one, and if you don’t then you might want to get one.
good luck!
We’re all beautiful, no matter how much we hate the way we look, how much we weigh, or what our skin looks like, etc. NO MATTER WHAT, we are beautiful. All of us. Because we were created by God, we are beautiful. Each of us has some insecurities, but they are never real, they are in our heads. I suggest, if you aren’t already, talking about this to a therapist. They work wonders for people, I’ve been to one for three years, but I’ve been seeing them for a total of 8 years now. I think they are some of the most amazing people, and I understand why many people resent them–because they are afraid to learn the truth about themselves, they are afraid to believe that they are just good people, and that’s it. We are all good people, and therapy brings that out in us, along with our pain, which needs to be ‘addressed rather than aggressed’ you know? So find yourself a therapist, if you don’t already see one. I hope I’ve helped. If you need me, don’t hesitate to email.
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