i’m so tired of all of my friends freaking out and SIing and plotting to SI behind everyones’ backs. it’s so annoying when people i love keep their secrets from me, that i should know because i can help them, but they think that by lying to me they’re protecting me. i’m tired of people running off to go cry alone when really, they should stay and talk about what’s wrong and not be alone, because when you’re alone you’re more likely to want to SI. this really sucks… ughhh