everyone has a secret

including me

lift up my covering

and you will see

is it for attention?

or am i really hurting?

i dont even know

but those scars are still lurking.

{that was written by me. i literally just started selfharming. im so confused. i get mad at myself cuz i feel like im just doing it to do it, like i want to get caught but yet i dont cause im embarrassed. but i really am hurting. and then i feel like “no your injuries are not enough your not really si-ing”.  i start crying, so i do more. im so confused. im going to try and stop on my own. i cant be doing this. im a supporter of To Write Love On Her Arms. im a hypocrite right now. im lost 🙁 }