I’m going to tell one of my best friends about my depression and si. so far ive only told a few people. and i havent told any of my friends in my town. but i think i want to tell my best friend here. im scarred because im afraid shell judge me or wont like me. i know she loves me and cares about me. but siing is a huge thing and it could change how she thinks of me. i want to do it though because i don’t want to spend this year living a lie, the way i did last year. i don’t want to pretend that im happy when im not because its exhausting. i dont know that i can “act” like me anymore.