first, there’s kathy… she was molested when she was 6 by her cousin, who’s 10 years older. this june, he came back to her house and did it again. she’s bipolar, she has add, and adhd, and depression, and anxiety disorder. she’s tried to kill herself multiple times, and so has her older sister, who was also molested. by the same guy…
then there’s liz, who was molested when she was 8, by her brother who’s 4 years older than her. she also has anxiety disorder, and earlier this year, she tried to end things, twice.

we come to olive. she used to be my best fried. then she started changing, in all the worst ways. when liz tried to end it the second time, olive was convinced that the blame was on HER, even though it wasn’t. this tore apart the friendship that got in the way of mine with olive. then when olive did everything in her power to ruin liz’s life, i joined liz’s side. it was the right side. the olive we all knew was a total fake, and now that she started showing her true personality, we all began to hate her. now she’s moved on to another girl, soph, who i don’t really know. but i do know that olive is completely manipulating her, making soph who she wants soph to be. it sucks watching this happen…

we move to my boyfriend, who i really, really love, with every bit of me, casper. unique name, i know. anyways, casper thinks he’s insane. i sorta disagree with this. except that he’ll make up something in his head, something that if it was real, he’d be torn apart, and once he makes it up in his head he manages to convince himself that it’s all really happening. so he can make it up that i don’t really love him, and i end up calming him down over the phone for hours, giving him every possible piece of proof of how i feel. it’s a real problem… not only that, he SIes , and he has told me that the only thing keeping him from ending it is my love. imagine the pressure… his parents split, and he has 3 sisters that he fights with. sometimes he can’t take it so much that he’ll run away. it’s scary.

well, that was only 4 or 5 of my friends, explained very very briefly…i’ll continue this soon, but now i have to do something else. i don’t really feel like finishing this in just one post, ya know? i’ll take any questions if ya got em…