last night i was fairly upset. drugs are a big factor. i am not personally on them, but my family has a long history with them. i was being irrational i guess… i ended up injuring. :/ now i have to cover it the rest of the summer. 🙁 and i can only think was it worth it? did it change the way things were going? all no. it wasnt worth it. well, i am always willing to talk if you want to. to prevent what i did.