I don’t need to SI but i want too.
It’s like, a friend I haven’t visited in awhile, and it’s like i can hear the tools saying “come see us.” But i know it’s wrong.
I’m a recovering SI of four years.
and i love seeing how far i’ve came, but i want to go back all at the same time.
But my boyfriend sees my body all the time, and well he checks and if he ever saw a new one, then our relationship would be OVER.
ugh, life is so complicated.