urges are strong today….my dad yelled at me for not “staying on my side of the road” while driving him back home…ugh! a;lsdkjf;lasdkjf;lj
i’m so frustrated. the second i try to explain why i wasn’t completely on my side…he stops and yells at me. it hurts so bad. i just wanna make it go away. i’m an idiot. i brush it off and try to ignore it, but i can’t. it’s too hard. i just wanna crawl in a hole and never come out. this SUCKS.
*cries and screams on the inside while smiling on outside*
L
trust me i know how you feel. like everything is coming at you and no one is listening to what you have to say, but thats not true. people do care about what you have to say and what you think even if they won’t listen. Now i don’t know your dad but driving is a big deal in general he was probably just nervous with you driving and didn’t mean to blow up try talking to him again…..talking really is the only thing that can stop these urges…..and if you can’t talk to your parents maybe a friend that will listen….just talk to someone because its better than SI
later on,
when you’ve reached a new level in your life,
you can look at him, with a smile,
and think about all the things you are,
all the things he will never be,
and be proud of yourself 🙂
I totally know how you feel, my stepfather yells at me constantly and pushes me over the edge, i have the urge to SI right now, but i am at my lovely real dad’s and refuse to…
Just keep hanging on and keep talking to people
Sincerely,
hollie
yea i know how you feel.my parents always yell at me to and it makes me really mad.and i know the feeling of wanting to crawl in a hole. what helps me is to do things and keep busy.
go for a walk
read a book
clean my room
homework
listening to music
writing
anything just to get my mind of what ever is bothering me but i try to do it in a positive way that usually helps.
i feel like i can really relate to you.
and mabye im not in a condition to confort but something that helps me is unually just letting yourself cry it out. even if it hurts when you cry in the end you feel really liberated.
i also find going for a peacefull walk through the woods or something of the sort help me out. all you hav to do it get away ffor a bit, so you have a chance to turn things positive
stay strong 🙂