At several moments, I think I do not only have issues. Maybe I really am insane. Al though it has been a long period since the last time I SI, there is not a day that it does not passes my mind.

When times get hard, I think about my ex-girlfriend her face, when she saw the marks and started crying. I think about my friends who ask me time to time, if I still SI. It has been 8 years since I first injured, but I have not regretted it for one moment.

Causing new pain, to forget the other one..

” Tell her something true, when all she has known are lies ”

I am looking for hope. The hope I had has been torn down. Where do you find hope? I pray to God, every night, to hush me to sleep, so I don’t have to cry myself to sleep. I pray to him every night, al though I don’t believe.

Is love really all you need?