ayah… i’m having a really hard time!ย i am worried about school and about friends and i can’t call my therapist. I am sick of lying to my friends when they ask me how i am.
Truth is i am terrible. I SI, i have an eating disorder, i am in therapy, suicidal, and falling apart. Thats how I am
hi there. ๐
honnestly, if you really trust your friends, and think that they might not react too badly, then i would tell them how you really are.
i decided not too long ago, that my friends should know about my injuring, and so i told them [not face to face, but in a text]. they reacted pretty well, considering… they are willing to help me in any way they can. they all basically told me that if i ever feel the need to injure to call them and they would help distract me. ๐
everyone has issues with their injury at some point or another.
i personally, hate going to school cause i fear if i wear certain clothes that people will notice my scars and injuries.
<3 katey.
email me anytime you need to talk. ๐ kateykasowski@yahoo.com
I know how it is to think that people will get annoyed with you if you keep saying you’re sad or upset. I think you should realize that you’re better off deciding you don’t need them. Don’t abandon them or push them away. Just learn to enjoy being with yourself. There’s no trick to it, just do it. Look inside yourself and pull out the strength. Smile more, tell yourself that you’re beautiful and wonderful as long as it takes until you start believing it.
i felt extremly scared the first time i told a friend, and she didnt get freaked out or scared she tried to help. Even though now she doesnt aknowledge it, i felt so great after being able to tell someone about it. You would be surprised how suppotive your friends can be, some of them even may be hiding feelings like yours too.
keeping things bottled makes everything worse
what you just said is a wall that you need to get past that will lead you to greater things you just have to push youself to get over it. things will get better and you have the will to change them
that sucks.if your really close to your friends i would say talk to them they could be a good shoulder to cry on or the extra help to just get through your life.
i also si and i sort of have an eating disorder that i recently picked up ๐ but i think i got rid of it hopefully!! ๐ this might not work for you but the reason i would si was because i felt so isolated and alone and that no one understoood me but what really helps me is knowing that God is with me and also listening to music really really helped i have always liked music but its really something more now it has saved me from si several times just find that one song for every mood and listen to it when ur feeling that way!!