Hi…it’s been some time since the last time I posted here.

really I don’t know how I feel. my boyfriend was with me for one week and half…

but now he is spending vacations and I can’t contact him

my best friend is also spending vacations in another country

and…one of the persons I trusted the most doesn’t want to really talk to me anymore

so…I am not feeling lonely. I was until yesterday. but…now it is only emptiness.