Hi…it’s been some time since the last time I posted here.
really I don’t know how I feel. my boyfriend was with me for one week and half…
but now he is spending vacations and I can’t contact him
my best friend is also spending vacations in another country
and…one of the persons I trusted the most doesn’t want to really talk to me anymore
so…I am not feeling lonely. I was until yesterday. but…now it is only emptiness.
People come, people go, but these people will come back to you, its only temporary. You’re still loved, and people are still here for you. You may feel empty and isolated, but that’s okay, because in the end people are here and always will be. Just wait it out…that’s all you can do. Wait it out, and don’t injure to pass the time. Stay strong.
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Dear Sara-chan:
I know how that feels… My one and only friend wen’t on Vacation for four weeks! I had no one to talk to for four looong weeks. And at first I felt lonely then I felt emptiness… I couldn’t (and still can’t) seem to focus on anything, not really, and I just feel like sleeping.
And I had a lot of friends at one point but they all hurt me worse then I could ever hurt myself… So Now I just have one very good friend! Which is better then having lots of friends who don’t care enough to talk to you when you need them.
Hang in there. As a surprise, if you knit or sew or some other craft, you should make something for your Best Friend and your Boyfriend. I started knitting for my friend, he’s home now and I didn’t finish but there’s always Christmas!
Just hang in there. The emptiness feeling will fade.
I’m not sure if you believe in God or not, but he can fill your emptiness and help you through the rough times.