This is my first time writing on one of these but I just happened to discover this site.

I injure occasionally…if you want to call it that. I’m kind of in denial about it because it’s their not bad for the most part (because I have a low pain tolerance) so I feel like really I’m just a punk who can’t even be depressed the right way.

I don’t really want to put all my problems out there because I don’t want to be “the complainer” or a burden. But I also found that other ways of injuring myself made me feel better (is that weird?) and honestly I’m just tired of feeling like this. Like how is that other people can just go with the flow and handle problems but I have to take a tool to my body? 

I just feel ridiculous.