Today, I’m at day 13. I’ve been blogging a ton lately, and as the SMA standards say, I’ ve been breaking out of my normal routine of sitting in my room on the internet all day. I still go on alot, but I’m trying to reduce that.  These past few days, I’ve been to the fair in my town, the bookstore, the library, I’ve been reading and writing alot, sharing more with friends, and calling my therapist. This morning, I went to church for the first time in two or three weeks. The urge to self-injure has not come in exactly one week. It’s great to feel this way, and I know I post alot on here when I’m in a good mood, and sorry if it makes you feel bad if you’re struggling, to see other people be okay, because I know how that feels, sometimes when people recover ahead of us, we think, “Why can’t I be like that?” Well, it takes time. It’s taken me almost three years to feel this good about myself, and I’m just glad it’s happened. Don’t think it can’t happen to you, because it will. Just keep trusting God, keep believing in yourself, and find yourself and love yourself. That’s what helps me, every day, one day at a time.

-Rescue