hello.  okay, so i need some advise.

i have a family reunion this coming weekend, and surprisingly I’m no longer worried about my scars and people asking questions. i don’t need advise about that.

i……………this is really hard for me to admit, but…….about 2 weeks ago i started smoking cigarettes. i have smoked more then half the pack, and i already took another pack [my parents don’t know about me smoking]. I’m afraid that I’m getting and/or am addicted to them. i don’t want to be addicted…….i don’t know why i even tried it.

if anyone has ANY advise on what i should do, it would be much appreciated.

<3 Katey