so i’ve never really done this whole blog thing before so i’m new to it. i used to si. id do anything to hide it from everyone. but it got really hard. i stoped for a while when my parents found out. when i started doing it again probably 5 months ago it was bad i had many injuries and i was having problems keeping myself from doing it again.i only did it for 2 months and then my parents found out again. it is the summer now but when i was still in school, i talk to out counceler because everyone told me it would help well for me it didn’t do any thing but make it worse. well in the last like week i’ve really been having a hard time because i did it once a few days ago and it wasn’t bad but i really wanna do it again but its so hard do any help anyone can give me would be amazing.
Yeah, my school counselor sucked. I had a love/hate relationship with mine, and I really don’t like to talk to her anymore, in fact, I kind of avoid it. The school has reported my injury to my parents three separate times, and it was just a go-through-the-motions, talk it out and then brush it off kind of thing. But it didn’t stop me, and right now my mom doesn’t have the slightest clue that the last time I injured was 8 days ago. She thinks I stopped in April when the last meeting with the counselor occured. But I’m doing this for myself now. Why? Because that’s the only person who matters–yourself. Do everything in your recovery for you, and maybe not only you, but most importantly, for you. I mean, I did this for myself, but also for my friends because I was really hurting them when I used to injure all the time. And when they saw the scars…they couldn’t take it. So there will be no more of that. Today, I’m okay, and I will do this for the rest of my life, no matter what it takes.
<3, rescue