Lately its been difficult not to SI. I mean i haven’t in half a year but lately its just been so over whelming. I feel like all the people i used to talk to don’t care anymore and the ones i still talk to are out in their own world doing their own thing. I feel like the people i used to hang out with are shunning me and the only one i can talk to is my younger sister. Everytime i try to talk to someone i feel like i’m burdening them or they’re just trying to be nice and make small talk. I hate feeling like everyone hates me and its all i feel lately. I feel left out lonely and i want someone to comfort me but no one is here and it hurts. I’m really trying to be strong and not SI but feeling like no one is on your side makes the world seem harder.