ok so i’ve never done this before i always wanted to though maybe it will help idk. so i guess i will start with the fact that i want to stop SI. i’ve been doing it for too long now and want to get my life back in the direction i want it to go. but the problem is that i have tried to stop so many times before that idk if i will actually pull through this time. the only thing different is that me and a good friend of mine, he is like a brother to me, we are trying to stop together. but now he is leaving for three weeks. Now idk what to do. i just want to be strong i am sick of feeling weak and not being in control of my life. i dont want the bad in my life to blind sight me or keep me from doing the things that i love. and even though i know all of this i still struggle to stop. i just want advice on how to stop for good, to be able to look back on what i have done and not regret it but rather learn from it and move forward. i just cant find the inner strength to do that. how do you build inner strength because i have no idea.
from personal experiance i know exactly how you feel it is very hard to do. i don’t know how old you are but i’m 14 i’ve been threw it off and on for a while. i relapse all the time but i have amazing friends and people around me to talk to. if you have those people in your life you need to emprace them and take what help they give you.
i’m always open to helping people get threw hard times so feel free to e-mail me anytime about anything more so cuz ur main support in your friend is gonna be gone for 3 weeks that is a long time so anytime u want to just e-mail me. baby0girl27@yahoo.com