Hi I’m new at this blogging thing have not tried it in the past. But I’m feeling very alone and just want to scream at someone that I want to injure. I hope that it’s ok that I said that I don’t want to bother anyone with what I write. I’m having a lot of difficulty dealing with life right now. I have 49 days clean from drugs and alcohol and I have not injured in 30 days. I struggle more with the SI then I do with the drinking/using. I just feel very alone these days, don’t have many people to talk with. I have a new job and I worry that people will see my scars and start asking questions. I’m a social worker and I have difficulty handling the fact that I injure myself. I wonder some days how I’m going to be able to help others when I can’t seem to help myself.