Hi I’m new at this blogging thing have not tried it in the past. But I’m feeling very alone and just want to scream at someone that I want to injure. I hope that it’s ok that I said that I don’t want to bother anyone with what I write. I’m having a lot of difficulty dealing with life right now. I have 49 days clean from drugs and alcohol and I have not injured in 30 days. I struggle more with the SI then I do with the drinking/using. I just feel very alone these days, don’t have many people to talk with. I have a new job and I worry that people will see my scars and start asking questions. I’m a social worker and I have difficulty handling the fact that I injure myself. I wonder some days how I’m going to be able to help others when I can’t seem to help myself.
hi there. my name is katey.
if you ever need to talk, you can email me at kateykasowski@yahoo.com
🙂 <3 katey
You can help yourself, you just have to want it. You already have a month clean, correct? Keep using your resources. Go to meetings, call friends, get out of the house, pray, and just learn along the way. Greatness does not show up immediately, it must be worked for. The only reason we fear we cannot be helped is because people break down our doors all the time, and just barge in. So we lock the door and keep all we know out. But, we have to unlock our doors, because it’s God that knocks. He wants to be part of us, but he asks our permission. And as a healing person, He’s important. When God knocks, let Him in…and don’t forget about any of us!
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