for the past three days all i’ve wanted to do was hurt myself. everything sets me off. i can’t go an hour without feeling that familiar sickening feeling in my stomache. i don’t know how to deal with this pain and if i want to deal with it anymore. i feel like i’m slowly losing my sanity and i’m afraid i won’t be able to get it back.  i know people keep telling me to talk to someone, but ican’t bring myself to do it.

i’m so lost and confused. and all i want to do is cry