ok so i started injuring about a yr ago and since then it has become a addiction really. I havent told anyone yet and only one of my friends questioned my injuries. I told her it was from my cat, i totally panicked and lied. So now i dont even have to be sad to SI, i just do… its like a way to feel for me and to get away from my depression. I really need to stop tho, i am highly allergic to the shots u get for an infection like that, the tetanus shot…. sooo its not such a great idea to purposely SI for me. Ive tried so hard to stop but i end up just doing it again and again. i dont really wan to see a doctor or therapist, i rather keep it to myself… Anyone have any ideas of what i can do instead of injuring to feel and stop the internal pain??? Any and all ideas can help… thanks